Dutch darts player Noa-Lynn van Leuven has bravely opened up about receiving death threats ahead of her historic World Championship debut. The 28-year-old athlete, who will become the first transgender woman to compete in the World Championship at London's Alexandra Palace, shared her experiences in a recent Sport1 podcast "Checkout."
Facing Threats and Intimidation
Van Leuven revealed disturbing messages she has received, including death threats that have affected her sense of security in public spaces. "Someone wrote to me: If you follow my girl into the ladies' bathroom, I will kill you," she disclosed. These threats have left her feeling vulnerable, particularly in public spaces like airports, where she finds herself wondering if someone might be watching her.
Breaking Barriers in Professional Darts
Having qualified through the Women's Series, van Leuven is set to make her debut match on Tuesday against fellow Dutch player Kevin Doets. Her qualification, while historic, has unfortunately been met with hostility from some quarters, including criticism from other players who felt their opportunities were affected.
Personal Journey and Resilience
Van Leuven has been open about her personal journey, including completing hormone therapy in 2022. Her participation complies with all Professional Darts Corporation (PDC) regulations. She spoke candidly about her earlier struggles: "I wasn't a happy child. I always questioned: What's wrong with me? I always felt different. I never fit in with the boys, always found myself fitting more into girls' groups."
Speaking about her challenging teenage years, particularly around age 18, she shared: "I felt terrible. I was in a deep depression. I didn't want to live anymore. There was no joy in my life." She credits a gender-care clinic with helping her become her authentic self.
Moving Forward
Despite the challenges and negativity she faces, van Leuven maintains a resilient attitude. In an October interview with Dartsnews, she stated, "It's awful, but I try not to take it too much to heart," adding poignantly, "I think the only thing I regret about this topic is that many people forget that I am also human."
Van Leuven's World Championship appearance marks not just a personal milestone but a significant moment for inclusivity in professional darts, even as it highlights ongoing challenges faced by transgender athletes in professional sports.